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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: The Bad Christian Podcast
  • Reading: The Shining by Stephen King
  • Watching: Friends - Season 6
  • Drinking: Water
So, I got the job! I'm officially a game attendant and Orientation will be in August followed by two weeks of training and then things will open at the end of the month. I'm really looking forward to this. It's only part time and I'm only making minimum wage, but considering I've got nothing at the moment, it's nice to feel like things are finally starting to maybe get a little better. I really like the managers I've met so far - including the one who will be my boss. They're complete polar opposites from my last managers who were freakin' psycho. I think and hope this will be a good place for me. I actually randomly did a happy dance today (which got awkward when I realized my dog was watching me; seriously, when your pet looks out you like you've lost your mind, it gets kind of awkward). And, the good thing about it being part time is I should have time to work on my writing and photography. :)

I'm also officially and intern with the campus ministry I went through. Well, pretty much. I do want to talk to the associate the director (the one who I'll be working with) about maybe testing out the first few weeks of the semester and than, if I feel like I've bitten off more than I can chew between this and adjusting to a new job, maybe taking a step back and joining in the Spring semester. Things may work out to be how they currently are, but I do want to make sure he would be okay with that.

... maybe that's what's got me messed up right now. I felt like I was finally doing better, but as it turns out my sentiments in my last journal about being worried about crashing back down into this damn abyss that I can't escape has happened. I wonder if it's because I'm a little freaked out about possibly taking on more than I can handle... or maybe I'm just dealing with some issues that I don't even realize I'm dealing with. Either way, there are changes in my life coming and I'm hoping they will be good ones. I really do hope they will be good. And I really hope I can snap out of this stupid mind set I've been trapped in for months now...


~Joshua 1:9
Artist | Student | Literature
United States
You probably want to hear a little about ol' me if you're reading this. Well, I'm 23 and a recent college graduate (now comes the hard part of figuring out what I'm gonna do with my life until I launch my writing career). I'm an aspiring author as well as an aspiring photographer (TheMysteryPhotograph is my photography account). I've been here on dA for about 8 years now. I don't mind fav and runs, but I do like to get feed back on the writings that I post, mostly because I am serious about making a career out of writing. I'm one of those loyal people who gives second chances. My philosophy on that is this: God is always giving me a second chance (or by now, it's probably something like the millionth chance, LOL!) so why shouldn't I? As long as the friendship or relationship is healthy (ie, non-abusive) why not give the person another chance? Basically I'm a wanna be photographer, I'm an aspiring author, I'm a sister, I'm a daughter, I'm a friend. But above all things I love my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, without him I'd be nowhere and in a very dark place. If you want to know more, please feel free to ask. :)

Current Residence: Some Where in the Milky Way
Favourite genre of music: Country, Rock, Indie
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: I like a lot. Why choose just one?
Operating System: One that ACTUALLY works
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Shell of choice: Ninja Turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Inspiring quotes and junk like that.
Skin of choice: I like my skin!
Favourite cartoon character: Raven of Teen Titans, and Mikey from TMNT
Personal Quote: A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man has to seek Him in order to find her

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EvilScarrlett Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
DarkFreedomFighter Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  New member Hobbyist
thnx for the llama. Here's one too!Wink/Razz 
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you! And thanks for the watch! :)
DraganTheMighty Featured By Owner May 27, 2014
Thanks for the fav.
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Student Writer
You're most welcome!
niklin1 Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav!  :-)
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student Writer
You're welcome!
Demidism Featured By Owner May 21, 2014
Thanks for the+fav !Hug 
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student Writer
You're welcome!
Makdragon8 Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks so much for the :llama:
and sorry for the late response
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