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  • Listening to: Behind the Magic Podcast
  • Reading: Alais Hook by Lisa Jensen
  • Watching: Psyche
  • Drinking: Water
So it's been about two months since I last posted an actual journal here. Things are finally good, mostly thanks to modern medicine. I still have things to do in regard to my mental health before everything settles down and I'll have a better idea of how to go about all that come Tuesday.

My new job is going great. I'm getting more and more comfortable in the teller position. It's a lot to learn and I now understand why it's a 6 month training period for this job. But I'm really liking it. I love the hours (even when I have to be up uber early to open; it's much better than being up uber late because I had close) and it's nice to actually work a full 40 hours each week. Also, this past Monday I got a call from my manager (she was a  different branch that day) saying she had some exciting but sad news. A permanent position has opened up at another branch! When I was hired on, I was hired as a "float teller" meaning I had my home branch (the one I've been mainly working at) but I would float between the three branches in my city covering when people were out of town or sick. A month and a half in, someone gave their two weeks and I start at that branch on the 31st. It's bittersweet - I've made some great friends - but it'll be nice to have an actual "home" so to speak. I'll meet everyone at this new branch on Tuesday when I go to get everything in order there (and I'll talk to my new manager about what I need to do so I can finally get everything as it should be).

I also want to write again. Unfortunately, my laptop is on it's last leg and I can no longer print from it (it just doesn't want to communicate with the printer...). I still try to write, but it's really frustrating that there's a new literary magazine launching this January and they're currently reading for it. It's a legit place - they also pay for stories (an excellent sign that they're legit). I have a short story that I want to do another draft of, as well as totally change the ending (I feel like Happy Heather should end the story on a happy note!), but the way I like to revise is to print off a hard copy and mark it up. This sucks that I can't print, but hopefully tonight my brother and I are going to Best Buy and he's going to help me figure out what the hell I need in a new computer (this is all assuming he doesn't blow me off...). So, hopefully this will work out. I'll keep you all posted on this potential publication opportunity that I'll hopefully NOT miss out on.

Other than that, not really whole lot is going on. I've been a tad frustrated mostly because - well, long story short - the guy I was seeing earlier this year ghosted me back in April. I've reread texts and thought through our last few times together and it really doesn't make sense about what happened. I've decided I'm going to call him one more time and just try to figure this out (it's actually the second time in the last two years I've been ghosted - the first time makes some sense, I knew he was pulling away, but this one doesn't). I also think I deserve a goodbye and damn it! I'm going to do what I can get that goodbye! But that's not what really has me frustrated, I'm frustrated because it's one of those rare times in my life words escape me. I just don't know what to say at this moment and I've been trying to figure it out. That's what's frustrated me. But at the same time, I'm glad to know I'm in a good mindset and things won't destroy me anymore.

So, how are you all doing? How's life? I'm going to try to get caught up on the insanity that is my inbox here soon!!


~Joshua 1:9
Artist | Student | Literature
United States
You probably want to hear a little about ol' me if you're reading this. Well, I'm 23 and a recent college graduate (now comes the hard part of figuring out what I'm gonna do with my life until I launch my writing career). I'm an aspiring author as well as an aspiring photographer (TheMysteryPhotograph is my photography account). I've been here on dA for about 8 years now. I don't mind fav and runs, but I do like to get feed back on the writings that I post, mostly because I am serious about making a career out of writing. I'm one of those loyal people who gives second chances. My philosophy on that is this: God is always giving me a second chance (or by now, it's probably something like the millionth chance, LOL!) so why shouldn't I? As long as the friendship or relationship is healthy (ie, non-abusive) why not give the person another chance? Basically I'm a wanna be photographer, I'm an aspiring author, I'm a sister, I'm a daughter, I'm a friend. But above all things I love my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, without him I'd be nowhere and in a very dark place. If you want to know more, please feel free to ask. :)

Current Residence: Some Where in the Milky Way
Favourite genre of music: Country, Rock, Indie
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: I like a lot. Why choose just one?
Operating System: One that ACTUALLY works
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Shell of choice: Ninja Turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Inspiring quotes and junk like that.
Skin of choice: I like my skin!
Favourite cartoon character: Raven of Teen Titans, and Mikey from TMNT
Personal Quote: A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man has to seek Him in order to find her

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Toongrrl Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015
Thanks for the faves : )
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Student Writer
You're welcome friend! :) I'm finally getting caught up on here. LOL!
Toongrrl Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015
maxlake2 Featured By Owner Edited Jun 27, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
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Thanks for the new :+fav:s, dear. :aww:
P. S.  Why haven't you posted to TheMysteryPhotograph lately?  I like that page! :nod:
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Student Writer
You're welcome! I'm finally getting caught up on here. :)
And I'm hoping to get back into photography here soon and start posting there again. Life just sort of got in the way in every shape and form it could.
maxlake2 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Well, I'm glad things are settling down for you. :nod:
And I will be a pest to help get you motivated to get back into your photography! :laughing:
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Student Writer
Good! I might need that. Haha! :laughing:
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StoryTeller1215 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the llama! Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] 
daybreaksmiles Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
thank you so much for the watch :heart:
rebelnijamaster Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Student Writer
Anytime! You're a great poet!
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